This is It ! What is it ?
After a hectic few days finally manage to get some good rest last night but somehow something quite suprisingly happened when I close my eyes before I go into my deep sleep. Out of sudden I see a FLASH of white lights with my eyes closed. The light gave me a very strong presence or impression in a way, I was terrified in a way and I just sort of jump out of my bed grasping for air.Trust me I think I will wet my bed if I havent went to answer nature call just moments before. It was sort of a feeling I never really felt before.
You see when I was much younger I damn afraid of ghost mostly because of the movie Child’s Play. I remember I cried when I watch it even with few other family members.Seriously why do they think is alright to make a movie about a children doll that go around and kill people, seriously whats on their mind ? As time passes by I overcome those feeling by watching horror movies and thriller kind of movies and soon I can say that those feelings are getting less and less. I even find horror movies damn boring at times because it is so predictable.
Anyway back to what I experienced last night, I am quite sure it is not ghost or UFO because I am still here typing well I think I am not dead yet, hopefully I am not wrong I suppose. Maybe I am already dead and I still don’t realise it ? I really don’t know. I am still trying to figure what happened last night ;
- is it a sign that something BIG going to happen ?
- is it a sign my time is near ?
- is it a sign from God ?
- am I been kidnapped by Aliens and they returned me to Earth after raping me ?
the worst possible situation is that my time is near. I do hope that my time wont end yet. I still remember that weeks before my grandfather had his last breath almost every night he had nightmare of someone or something came and drag him away. He will always scream “Don’t drag me , don’t drag me” or “Don’t catch me ,don’t catch me” when he had those nightmare.He also claimed that at night he constantly heard the sound of chain dragging along the ground as the Chinese believe when your time is near the Bull Head Horse Face will come and chain your legs then drag you to Hell to meet the Keeper of Hell to decide your fate either go to up to Heaven or go down to Hell.
Is this what I am going through right now ? I don’t see those creature dragging me, I don’t hear any noises made by chain. All I see is just a flash of light but somehow it gave me this feeling that it is a sign for something but I still couldnt figure it out after thinking about it the whole day. Have any of you had this kind of experience before ? Mind to share with me if you does.
Anyway live our life to the fullest and cheersssss…

